Personality/Anxiety/Mood Disorders

» viki117 - self-hate personality disorder

Hi, im female, 21 and completely lost. I have from as young as 5 remembered having very extreme negative feelings. I remember being ill, being sick, i had a stomach bug and me and my mum went into town. All i remember was feeling hate from my mum towards me for being ill, feeling her embarrasment as we went out into town shopping and i had to be sick on the pavement walking up to the train station. The look on her face, i had a feeling that she hated having to put up with me. You don't have to understand, i dont even understand it. This is all im going to post for now. Regards

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